I'm like a crewman who lost his captain....

I lost my grandmother...i lost someone who truly guided me through stormy seas and treachrous times....I felt so weak when i lost her...she was an amazing woman even at her age she was so happy and so fit...that she could take part in a trialothon...oh man..im like a crewman who lost his captain...she truly had such a great impact and influence on me she taught me how to pray, how to stay strong in times of turmoil and confusion...and now she is gone..

Its so difficult for me to accept that she's been here with me through all these years and now she's gone...a job well done on earth thats the best way i can describe her deeds...now she is in heaven ready to serve the lord...and although she is not here anymore...i know she is praying for me and everyone of us...even if she doesnt know you....thats the kind of faith she had

That was what she was trying to teach me..i understand now...that this is truly where my journey begins..grandma..or amachi as i would call her..."I wont let u down"

I love you..